they're out of control
my feelings for you
i just cant take it
there's nothing i can do

i suffer in silence
just to hide it
im in love with you
i cant deny it

i cant accept it either
because i know its wrong
im just trying and trying
to stall and prolong

the inevitable sadness
that comes with this
its gone to a cold pain
from a warm bliss

but in the end
i accept whats true
i only know love
because of you

my best friend
is what you are
even if things are
the way they are

and even though
i lied to you
please bare with me
through the black and blue


please forgive me
for how i feel
because when you do
i will begin to heal.