I wept. I was about to lose my mind. I was about to die. I wasn't able to stand Nor could I believe who was about to leave. Some questions crossed my mind then I asked my odd self And said: "Why am I sick at heart?" "Why am I falling apart?" The answers were sundry and many, but fuzzy and tricky! I asked myself and said: "Isn't there a curing way, Isn't there something To take my sorrow away?" I got the response this time then screamed inside and said: the only healing route is to fly and eye the entire world from the sky To see if there is a shelter to my sadness, To see if there is place for some happiness To get closer enough to perceive what's I adore to perceive what's I love. But my mind replied and said: "It's a pity you can't fly." and Then I finally realized that I'd spend all the years ahead shedding tears, waiting for miracles to knock on my door, Awaiting some marvel to keep me cool. These could be beautifully written words, but their meaning deeply hurts.