My gut is raising above my lungs
I feel it in my throat
I stayed up far too late last night
My balance like a ship
On the water in a storm
I glance around to look at the glowing eyes
Peering upon me
My body stumbles through the hallways
I take another breath
My eyes flicker
Pulses emerge from my chest
I feel like ****
Yet I do not regret it
I needed the escape
I needed the release
I needed to feel