She’s the one that you love, But you can’t have. So there’s nothing you can do now, Move on. Just keep moving on.
Don’t worry, I know how you feel, Like you’re dying. Slowly. I know. I feel the exact same way. I keep thinking: “This is it, Tonight is the night, The night I close my eyes, And say goodbye to the world.”
I constantly drug myself to sleep, I don’t want to think these thoughts any longer than I have to. Maybe one day the drugs will settle in. Maybe one day it’ll feel just right. I won’t talk like this because I know you don’t like to hear it, But I just want you to know, In your loneliness, You’re not alone.