As I watch the smoke hang in the moist morning air
I search myself but can't find a reason to care
Everything that has been plaguing me to the point of depression
It has all faded away, gone into a temporary recession
I'm not sure if this feeling will last, hopefully my mind doesn't revert to the past
Enticing bliss filling my veins, flushing out all of the poisonous pains
This is the feeling I seek, I no longer feel weak
The captive voice is beginning to speak, voicing itself with words that aren't so meek
Soon this troubled son will be free, a shining symbol for all who are lost to see
This moment now is my chance to escape, I'm ready to retake my natural shape
The endless days of sadness will be put behind me, I've been set free from the chains that had once bound me
I never thought this day would come
I thought it would only be found at the end of a gun
I open the curtain to let in the light
Finally now I have won the fight