Slipping and crawling,
Tears dripping and falling,
I'm bawling,
Calling!
There's no real answer,
My life just a cancer,
Backstabbing romancer,
A psychedelic enhancer!
Nothing what it seems,
Walking on these high beams,
I smile with silent screams!
Nobody knows my troubles,
They bubble,
double on the double,
Un-seen behind explosive clouds and rubble!

This is my Crown Of Thorns,
I've carried since I was born,
Forever Worn,
Forever Torn,
I'm Sworn...
To Be Alone To Silently Mourn!

All alone,
Fighting on my own,
My pain never shown,
Seeds of shame are sown...
My ***** little secrets,
And I have to keep it!
Forever reap it!
Not letting them know the real story,
Letting them always ignore me,
And spew their hate before me...

This is my Crown Of Thorns,
I've carried since I was born,
Forever Worn,
Forever Torn,
I'm Sworn...
To Be Alone To Silently Mourn!

Day by day,
I'[m falling away,
Pretending I'm okay,
But seeking death when I pray!
If they stood in my shoes for one second,
They'd plee for the Angel Of Death to be beckoned.
My world is more than drama,
Goes beyond a feeling of trauma,
Can't be touched by the dali lama!
That's why I'll remain distant i the sirens,
Silent in the chatter and the silence,
Say nothing thru all the death and the violence...
Take all the abuse from all the tyrants!
Everyday I get older,
I'll just carry this world on my shoulders,
No matter how big the boulders,
I'll carry on this quiet lonely soildier!

This is my Crown Of Thorns,
I've carried since I was born,
Forever Worn,
Forever Torn,
I'm Sworn...
To Be Alone To Silently Mourn!