She wakes up at 1am everyday
sits for at least an hour
wondering if her life is going somewhere
hoping it does
coping in bars
that she has built for herself over the years,
with very little care tie,
very much traded time
she feels like a good
which is bad
for her anorexic self esteem and obese body.
This cycle repeats itself,
again,
and again,
and again.



CAUTION: Do not step into the stagnant waters that are her life,
you might catch schistosomiasis