Because I want you. I always have. I have no idea why.
Most of the time I wish I didn’t love you, because it’s annoying.
You are annoying. You’re grumpy, you hate everything, you have to check things a million times, you’re interested in things that make zero sense to me... but I love all of it. And it doesn’t annoy me. You don’t annoy me. I have guys that text me and the moment I see their name pop up, I’m annoyed. I don’t even want to see what they have to say because I know it won’t be interesting or profound. But when your name popped up on my phone I got excited. Every time. Even now I get excited when I see your name on my phone. I get butterflies. When we were together and you told me you loved me I got butterflies. Every time we kissed my heart skipped a beat, even after kissing you for two years.
And I can’t for the life of me figure out why that doesn’t mean anything to you...