My heart and soul have been drawn out of my body. I guess I need a new hobby. My bones are withering away. But I have this feeling that you won’t stay. Everyone keeps leaving and locking the gate. How do I always find myself feeling okay? I hate just surviving. This isn’t living. I always find that I’m far too forgiving. So who am I now In this deceiving sequence? Everyone knows that the concept of love has always been my weakness. How the **** am I supposed to defeat this? I have a feeling that whatever happens I won’t be missed. What happened to all the time I spent trying to grow? At least I’m not feeling only sorrow. But now I feel nothing at all. I guess my stumble turned into a crawl.