Changing endlessly, aggressively
To keep up with the times
To alert myself that this isn’t just a high
With ticking time bombs in your words
And a lapse of judgement on my hands
I can’t get enough of you, soulless man.

I want not to go without you
But refuse to tell you so
My addiction has taken over my ability to stand.

I wish nothing less than happiness
But with undertones of compassion
For the ones who built a home.

My mind won’t stop its racing
I beg for your reply

The meter reads expired
I’m begging for spare change

Why I’m so wrapped up in this silly game--
Ceaseless wonder with anecdotes
Of **** that doesn’t matter,
Collapsing barriers that don’t exist
Just to see you wander.

Some made up mess of a mind I have,
Full of gold and glory;
That’s nothing what you think it is,
I’ve nothing left to offer.