I want so badly to reclaim my youth without it being vicariously through someone like you but rather, a past self or maybe just a current state... I wish I could come clean or just clear the slate... I've got a bug crawling across my brain it makes me feel like **** the other day I took a quiz wondering if I had sociopathic tendancies I think it was just a break in my sanity and wanting to put blame on anything because the world doesn't owe me a thing I'm stuck in the past