Maybe my heart is hard wired to fail.
If only the way I feel could tip the scales.
They say I’m crazy but is that really my reality?
If only I could find someone with the same mentality.
In the beginning it was light and airy.
Why does my mind always find ways to scare me?
Maybe I just have a heavy heart.
I know I tried but I still fell apart.
Still hoping that there’s something after this mess.
If only you could feel my heart beating in my chest.
They often say that time tells all.
So I’ve been menacingly breaking down all my walls.
If only I didn’t **** with the connection.
I’m probably the worst out of your selection.
But I’ll keep my eyes set on the stars.
Hoping soon for you to hold me in your arms.