no!
you give me an answer
within man!
in ****!
i want an answer within
man,
i have no concern for god,
i just want the answer
from man;
i don't answer to
ex **** - out of man -
i answer to in **** -
i am the troublesome grin,
the last expectant "cool"...
the sufficing said: nothing.
only in **** will it suffice,
ex ****? call it
             a trigger warning,
or a hammer...
    a lazy tool, of
once god, then ego...
                  then hyper -
once ego, then god...
              but it was always the truth
of the truant...
   in man contra outside of man...
there being a god is still
  a question of:
mind that i pray, or mind that i think?
how easily does thinking seem
about a deity, that it takes to
procrastinate 5 times a day...
            what belongs in man,
is so much different from what "belongs"
out of man...
                   that was never a man.
in man contra out of man...
  the caesarian birth of gods,
     the eased **** of hera:
with daughters juno & eileithyia:
last the jargon, first the juiced
um, um -
     the gargantuan graeae of
fiddling with an eye -
                          in man a god -
out of man a god, and a lack of man
to uphold both man, or god...
     in god a man:
the readied malnutrition of time:
a temperament of temporal
   insignificance...
    the universal death toll...
                  toward the serving last,
first, become,
          a clarifying ordeal of
                                        "truancy";
what the hell does it matter?
      it'll just become another
"meaningful" escapade into another
  tabloid sphere of "journalism";
these days farting seems more meaningful
than writing a piece of "journalism":
which means there's no reason as
to write an excusing word of either:
oops or sorry.
                     caring more to hear a pair
of penguins wet-clapping.