I’ll show you my old little secret
Just something I’ve always wanted to do
Tell me what you think about this
Because it’s getting older and getting worse
Screw it
We’re all addicted to something that takes the pain away
A pill each day to keep me sane
Ignore the truth and listen carefully to my lies
Because that light at the end of the tunnel
Is actually a train
Head for the light
It all starts with one stare
That one stare turns into one scream
That one scream to fill up my empty chest
Turn it to two
Then downhill from there
A ship sinking from there
You’ll be missing your so called misery
You may not be scared of death darling I know
What freaks the hell out of you is what comes after
And I know that you must be really hating me to be doing this
I tried pouring gasoline on myself and ignite in flame but didn’t feel the same way
They kept saying that dreams come true
Forgot to mention that your nightmares are mine as well
Do you think they’re bluffing like me?
Now get back to that comparison and tell me if I’m still telling the truth
Because when we sit and stare at the night sky
Keep remembering that this is hell and we can’t leave it
Fall over my broken skull and die
Crash and burn
Scream and struggle
Anticipating the moon
What a beautiful sight of you
No matter
I still have the will to fight darling
With a pocket of dreams that we can share
And the other pills that may kill my back
Maybe now we’ll see it well
Because loneliness kills
Even though it’s one life
And we can use it once only
But the results may vary
This addiction wasn’t my choice
It’s a sickness but not a choice
Chronic depression if you understand it well
You may criticize it because you won’t understand
Some people prefer staying blinded and jump into conclusions
When it’s all in the scary details
Just like that our drink, it won’t end
Even with all the screams, surrounding me
Calm
I’m sorry because it’s not my fault
Physical torment couldn’t stop me
I’m burning from the inside and I can see myself tomorrow dying in cold blood
Would you feel sorrow or show love?
Please don’t hurt yourself tonight I’m begging
You’re a fighter, a soldier
But you won’t get through it
You’ll get through this
While I get through you
Let me wipe your scars with my fear
That dark cloud you’re building inside let me sleep inside it forever
I might find my answer at the bottom of that cloud
Stumped
Pour your heart out for me
That taste that I can’t ever get enough of
Where I can draw that line in the sand
To watch you lay inside it
I’ll be charming, I’ll speak in poetical format
I’ll be just
I might be a good liar but will you believe this lie or skip to the puzzle that we’d both kill for
Staying embedded into my mind for the next few months
Now you’re wondering if that’s a lie or not
Forever you’ll rethink this until I bring you back my cold desire