I’ll show you my old little secret Just something I’ve always wanted to do Tell me what you think about this Because it’s getting older and getting worse ***** it We’re all addicted to something that takes the pain away A pill each day to keep me sane Ignore the truth and listen carefully to my lies Because that light at the end of the tunnel Is actually a train Head for the light It all starts with one stare That one stare turns into one scream That one scream to fill up my empty chest Turn it to two Then downhill from there A ship sinking from there You’ll be missing your so called misery You may not be scared of death darling I know What freaks the hell out of you is what comes after And I know that you must be really hating me to be doing this I tried pouring gasoline on myself and ignite in flame but didn’t feel the same way They kept saying that dreams come true Forgot to mention that your nightmares are mine as well Do you think they’re bluffing like me? Now get back to that comparison and tell me if I’m still telling the truth Because when we sit and stare at the night sky Keep remembering that this is hell and we can’t leave it Fall over my broken skull and die Crash and burn Scream and struggle Anticipating the moon What a beautiful sight of you No matter I still have the will to fight darling With a pocket of dreams that we can share And the other pills that may **** my back Maybe now we’ll see it well Because loneliness kills Even though it’s one life And we can use it once only But the results may vary This addiction wasn’t my choice It’s a sickness but not a choice Chronic depression if you understand it well You may criticize it because you won’t understand Some people prefer staying blinded and jump into conclusions When it’s all in the scary details Just like that our drink, it won’t end Even with all the screams, surrounding me Calm I’m sorry because it’s not my fault Physical torment couldn’t stop me I’m burning from the inside and I can see myself tomorrow dying in cold blood Would you feel sorrow or show love? Please don’t hurt yourself tonight I’m begging You’re a fighter, a soldier But you won’t get through it You’ll get through this While I get through you Let me wipe your scars with my fear That dark cloud you’re building inside let me sleep inside it forever I might find my answer at the bottom of that cloud Stumped Pour your heart out for me That taste that I can’t ever get enough of Where I can draw that line in the sand To watch you lay inside it I’ll be charming, I’ll speak in poetical format I’ll be just I might be a good liar but will you believe this lie or skip to the puzzle that we’d both **** for Staying embedded into my mind for the next few months Now you’re wondering if that’s a lie or not Forever you’ll rethink this until I bring you back my cold desire