In my younger years I followed the word of God, Blindly, because my mother said he was truth. The only truth. I knew the non-believers go to hell, and the good church goers to Heaven. Obviously, I wanted to go to heaven, hell sounded rather unpleasant. But as I grew older I started to question the existence of God, Hell, and Heaven. I'm now at a crossroads, where I simply don't know. And when I question the reality of a God in our midst my gut starts to churn and my brains in a twist, how could logic and Heaven co-exist?