I’m not the pills I put in my stomach I’m not the sickeness spilled out on the bathroom floor. It’s so hard to admit this But you’ll always deserve more.
I made peace with my deep rooted misery. Without a leg to stand on I’m a double amputee.
You look immaculate. Without blemish on your cheeks. So immaculate. A perfect poem, never ending, I could never read.
I’ve been wondering “What if the wind took me?” Lost in a “what if a wave swept in and pulled me underneath? Would it bring relief as it smothered me? Would I finally be so happy I forget to breath?”
My truest dream, Who knew you’d give me life After I waited so long So long for the death of me?
I’m so happy, to have ever heard you speak my name. Let’s get lost together. Our life a perfect picture Dressed in a silver frame.
You look immaculate. So immaculate. If the world split I’d jump the gaps Just so I could get to you.
My heads in the clouds I hope I never come back down.