I am broken
But not hurting
I am sad
But not crying
I cry out and am silenced by the deafening wave of people who just tell me to man up
And stop complaining
Because even though I crave comfort
It never reaches me
For I crave death
That’s why I carry on lethargically just waiting for the days to pass me by until I am no longer to breathe
I am numb
I no longer feel the pain but I embrace the sensation of no longer having a heart
But instead
A bottomless pit full of emptiness that I recognize as the void
Just a discarded memory thrown away because I was not right for her but she was right for me
I scream out in pain but the only ones that hear my anguish are the demons hiding inside me
I’m dying Kas
And you’re what’s killing me