Lost
Among you all
You can't see me
You won't
None of you know me
But I know you

Running away as if I were frightened
Stumbling and falling
Wishing and hoping
Dreaming

Laying here going to give up
None of you care
You don’t know
You never will

See you

Seeing me

Always comparing
Your better
I’m the worst
Living hoping loving

Burning in my own tears
Screaming in pain that you can’t see
You look into my eyes and you see nothing
But a child

I have grown
I have known for a while
I have seen the cruel
I have felt the pain

I have been ripped apart
My broken eyes see only what is allowed
You

Me

The pain
Never touching but never leaving
Eyes locked
My heart falls
As

It was stolen away from me
My heart my love my life
Mine
I hate
At this state
Am I even alive
Could I be still on this earth
The baby cries and scream
The baby none can find
For the child was no child
It was not demon
No angel
Just the cries turned into a word
Hope