I never felt like I belong here. No matter how hard I tried, I never belonged. Could it be I'm destined for something greater than life on this planet Or am I doomed to spend eternity with the latter? I wander across this land in search of who I am but it seems there is no answer no where in sight. Am I suppose to quit this journey or continue to walk in denial? How long must I endure this nightmare til I finally wake up and face "reality"? At the night's commencement, memory of this life drifts away into the forgotten stream. I can taste the answers but the moment I begin to relish in its delicacy, it fades from my grasp. What is left for a king whose kingdom has fallen?
I went on a trip with a white girl & I never quite came back