I'm not in a hurry, though you've made me wait.
I just want to know you, before it's too late.
You dive right on in, and then you drift away.
With slight hesitation, I'd rather you stay.
You gave me a quick gander into your soul.
You made me believe that I could be made whole.
I thought I found hope when I looked in your eyes.
My head and my heart were just whispering lies.
I can't be angry that you don't want to stay.
I don't deserve to be happy anyway.
I don't even deserve to still be alive.
Despite my only prayer, I still haven't died.
The one thing I've needed doesn't exist,
Love's merely a thought, so here's my final wish.
As the last drop of blood, leaves my weeping veins,
Before someone gets paid, to mop up my brains,
Remember you left me alone, with my fate.
Rendered me worthless, do not resuscitate.