Soul sickened, heart wounded spirit inflamed by all efforts to heal. A thousand terrors i intend to cure, day by day, thought by thought, emotion by emotion. A couple of days back i was foolish enough to believe that motive alone could end my suffering, our suffering... I wish the conditions were different and I never had to let you go. Time though was never appropriate for us and we might got separated when we needed each other the most. I know that my easiest days are behind me but i don't want them back. Move forward that is what i do and i wish the same to you. My love stop crying.