There are times when some buried and forgotten part of ones past self is called up from an aching heart and it can be a most painful rebirth. The memories fragile, soft hued, when thus unearthed, are as disturbing as a dry brown flower discovered in a book, may strike one like a meteor shower.
This is a situation that, when taken out of season, evokes a past experience for whatever reason. A rainbow within a bubble of soap, the search for trouble with a bronchoscope, the desperate wish just to recuperate, despairing hope that they will not reciprocate.
And when all else is but a heap of ash, other than that consigned to a memory cache, then it is time to place within that store those ills from which recovery can be no more; to tread a path and seek a blessed state from which to be a learned advocate of such as heaven and not the living hell in which the guilt of conscience still does dwell.
Now count your dead, you others who survive as bees continue to enjoy their nectar in a hive. As animals may play, imprisoned in a cage, As we creative writers persevere despite our age.
It is but propaganda to deceive and not sufficiently authentic so as to believe when Death, that great aggressor, determines to intrude and interrupt the joy of an imperative good mood.
I’ve opened curtains and raised many blinds and peeped into the crevices of minds. And now it seems at last it’s all been said There’ll be no further peeps, and so to bed.
An amended and updated version of a longer poem published some time ago.