Sin. I will not be rid of it till I reach eternity. The flesh sickens me, But I cling to it, in hopes that it will satisfy. Truth isn't fleeting, It's a rock to hold on to. So to be sober-minded... It's not that easy. One split second of my weakness, My heart crumbles to the ground. I feel as if I must build and build, But I tear down every brick.
Wrote this a few weeks ago before everything fell apart. Still is the most raw, real, unfleeting harsh reality of my life.