Today a thousand tears I cried because you are not here by my side although I have tried to dismiss as many memories as I could today proved difficult because it is your birthday and it is hard to forget giving you a birthday card and I cannot remember the last time I said 'Dad' it is so odd to say aloud and I wonder if you can hear. I hope I grow up to be just like you the child inside of me screams so loud because you really were the magic of it all and I couldn't see your light as much as it shines so powerfully now the fondest memories if I allow myself to remember and I wish we had written together Do you remember making me sing while you played guitar House of the Rising Sun I wish we could go back I will try to remember and I love you Dad, Happy birthday to you.