I feel the craters in my mind.
Becoming whole again.
For just one brief moment.
I am sane.
Again I can feel.
Whole.
Happines.
Purpose.
But just like the tides, I am pulled.
Back out, into the darkness.
In my mind.
Floating in a sea of self pitty.
In a sea of sorrow.
Never to truly drown.
But merely drift in limbo.
Watch hopelessly as the world ends.
As the last breathe I take leaves.
I will always know.
I was never meant to be here.