im feeling vexed
my heart longs for more
peace
i have none
not with the world around me
peace is within
not without
that i do have
i feel unapart of the world
i feel i am my only friend
i look to the past for comfort
because my future is a messy haze
it does not interest me
my body yearns for the gentle touch of a lover
my heart screams for attention
my mind blocks it all out
these things are not warranted to me
i have failed myself
somewhere i went wrong in my choices
my decisions to be happy
have led to discontentment at its finest
ain't life grand
my familial bond is thinning
the pieces of my heart
scattered
are fading
my resolve is on the brink of deterioration
my soul patiently waits for gratifcation
my time is not ended
no
it has barely begun