He makes me feel beautiful Which I have never felt before I've always had my doubts and could never be too sure Cause they told me I was ugly They told me I was fat They joked about me and never had regrets
And I sat there and I laughed it off but it hurt me inside So bad that I got off the bus and ran straight to my room to cry And I got on my knees and prayed at my window and asked the lord "Why is this happening to me?" and it started when I was four And yes, I still remember that far back Cause being bullied is it's own feeling of being jumped or attacked
And he makes me feel beautiful Cause he looks me in my eyes and tells me that I am and I can tell it's not a lie... Because instead of posting pictures I have edited and cropped And having boys tell me I'm pretty through messages in my inbox...
He makes me feel beautiful Cause he means what he says And a few other people have told me I am cute but I thought they were just kidding Cause I have programmed myself to thinking my beauty is forbidden Which means that I could never be a girl that is praised For her good looks, her perfect body, and her Aphrodite face.
He makes me feel beautiful Cause even though I have flaws He accepts them and makes me feel like I have none at all So maybe I am pretty and I am starting to think better Of myself instead of looking in the mirror with a look so bitter
He makes me feel beautiful And when he tells me so with such a serious voice, I get chills Cause he's the first person that hasn't made me feel completely ill By insulting or pointing out one of my many imperfections But instead trying to help get rid if that negative venom That people have slowly injected into my mind Making my optimism die slowly over time Making me get violent and defensive and making me less kind To the point I get a rush to commit a deadly crime
Then they say I'm crazy and continue with the names It's a cycle, a stupid circle, a horrible made up game That has expanded to the point where death is how you win And I would of won this game if it wasn't for my kin
He makes me feel beautiful outside and in So I wrote this in dedication to that special him For helping me realize more than ever in my life That maybe I am beautiful and I've been this way for a very long time...