I want to take a vacation, road trip like we used to, get in the car, drive till we're lost and find our way back again.
But there's no point.
It would just be me and Joy. And while we'd have fun, we wouldn't have loud singing and Clay fretting and Patrick wheezing, and Cole staring at his gameboy and Anna Li staring out the window. and you wouldn't be there. We wouldn't have slamwiches. We wouldn't drive as long or as far away and I might not find our way home again.