the parts of me that i hide from most people are the parts i need you to see see me needy, desperate, scared see me holding onto you like i'm afraid you'll float away if i let go see me at your feet, see me curled against you, see me needing your affection like i need oxygen i am not simple, i am not easy, i am not low maintenance i am not indestructible, i am not strong i need you to see me needing you i need you to understand because i'm not good at asking but i need the reassurance i need you to want me for me i need you to need me because i need you i need you to hold me please just hold me tell me you're never gonna leave me tell me you want me tell me i'm good i will sing your praises forever my angel but please i need you to see this i need you to see me
this makes no ******* sense but i was writing it to get it out rather than to be a prettily written relateable thing so oh ******* well