The first time I saw you I knew my angel was borrowed. Could you come back tomorrow? I'm strong, but when my light's off and I'm sleepy. These songs, your pictures continue to eat me. Your voice drowns out the thunder. My childhood was hell yet you make me wish I was younger. Weekends I lay & think. You go out and drink. Am I the one on your mind when you can't control it? You lose things when you're drunk, give me your heart, let me hold it. You are everything I pray for. I re-read your texts until it feels like you say more. Since April I adored you. I fell knowing you couldn't afford to. I don't hear from you but I hear you. I close my eyes and dream I'm near you. I'm standing in the rear view. Not knowing what happens in year two. The future will always be a mystery. In the end I just hope I'm Mr. He