Its hotter than it oughta be Craving, wishing for something autumnal I kick it up the city pavement Sweat formulating on every inch of my face Toss and turn at night Asking myself those impossible questions Wondering what I'm doing And why I'm here.
My heart releases pain When I think about others putting a ring on it all I guess I just thought I'd have it all figured out by now As a chorus of city career women and I sing It ain't no simple thing.
I know in one click I could line up a flurry of dates But I just feel nothing And don't have the capacity to play games.
I don't look forward to things the way I used to I suppose its growing older Growing older.
I saw you in my bed And by my side And just felt the corners of my mouth turn downward Knowing I was revisiting corpses.
And thats okay I pontificate on rules and regulations I'm tired of being my own leader all the time So I'm gonna throw my hands up in the air a little more.
You say I'm so powerful You say you know I'm gonna be so powerful You say I'm so power Ful.
The sun it blazes from my window As I hop skip away from my own rumination I'm my best executioner.
I ponder the things I could cut out In order to avoid some more negativity Contemplate escape routes Imagine nightmares.