holding onto something exquisite will increase your self-love you will hold it tighter than ever so you wont lose it you will keep it away and safe from the crowd so you wont lose it you will put it on a box, the precious one then you lock it so you wont lose it but as i said before, self love what matters for you is you its all about you you dont care about how it feels it hurts to be hold that tight it cant even breath it feels so lonely to hear no voices and see no one around it has claustrophobia, for f sake it was ready to burst out of tears for being kept like that let it go, let it choose by itself if it meant to be yours, it will be