tripping over the uneven tile
i drank till i forgot your name
then drank till i remembered it again
i drank till i felt the rain
your words pouring down on me
i took the blame
you took my heart and i took the shame
call me stupid
call me crazy
call me lame
i hope you’re happy so call me later
call me *****
call me rotten
i hope you’re happy so call me moved on
in the ***** bathroom bar i fell to my knees
i feel the poison in my system
though my drinks aren’t the victim
pump out my stomach and destroy my kidneys
burn my lungs and inject black tar in my blood
a blackened heart with creases im tipsy
two more drinks and im back in that bathroom
i scratch out your name and do a line of *******
numb but not enough
numb but destructive
*** and seduction
love and affection
rejection and injection are synonyms to my reflection

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in the ***** bathroom bar i scratched your name on the mirror
barely alive and you’re my killer

“what’s your poison?”
paranoia
roses
and your name.