If you are married or in love Valentine's Day Comes from Heaven angels up above Deliveries to work; are gifts of candy and flowers evening plans, a romantic candlelight dinner for hours followed by hugs and endless kisses many sweet untold wishes
However; if you are alone or single this day is an empty heart that sadly tingles Valentine's Day is filled with regret and used-to-be's one by one your coworker receive their deliveries thier glances of pity and sympathy deepen your pain hoping for the Day to end before you go insane
A commercialized day every place, in your face now lonely bitterness are your grace hurtful memories of an old world versus new dinner for one instead of two No I do not like Valentine's Day I wish it would please just go away
There was a time when I too received deliveries before the day of now and my miseries the man I love did not come home I spent Valentine's Day staring out the window alone I cried myself to sleep I thought life could not be more skin deep
He came home after a night at the bar he had brought me flowers yet left them in the car The next day as I awoke not a word between us we spoke he put the wilted flowers in a vase you had to have seen the look on my face
The once beautiful long stem red roses had wilted like our love empty and jilted I silently took a pair of scissors without dread Snipped the RosesΒ one by one at the base of the bulb head My husband said nothing only shook his head in shame silently I set the scissors down without placing blame
I have never received flowers to this day we never speak of it, what is the point anyway Valentine's Day is a day to rub in your face now lonely bitterness are my grace No I do not like Valentine's Day I wish it would please just go away
I wrote this 1986 one year after we married the first year was rocky