It’s been ten months and six days,
The pain is still so fresh,
Every day it gets worse,
I never get pass that hill.
I just wish you were here to hold me;
when I cry myself to sleep every night,
On my best nights I lay in bed;
pretend your next to me,
But I open my eyes,
And I can’t go back.
I haven’t breathed a breath of life;
Haven’t felt the slightest pleasure,
Since the day you left this earth,
But you haven’t left my world;
You are my world,
You just somehow left me behind,
I try to let go of the past,
I find myself still holding on for dear life,
You’re the only thing worth keeping,
I wish I could go back,
There we live,
In all those memories,
That’s where I want to be with you.
I’d do anything,
Give anything up,
Just to have you in my arms again,
You made promises to me,
I swear you’re the worst pain,
I’d ever had the pleasure of keeping,
Now I’ll walk my whole life through,
Until I get to the gates to see you,
But until that day,
My heart will be beside you,
Grieving at your grave.