i cant trust my husband
i have a backstabber as a friend
this isn't the beginning
but, soon be the end.

I'm writing this note in advance for
my mistakes, this is my ******
life i don't know how much more i
can take.

the end is coming soon
i can feel it in my blood
while i'm lying in my room
thinking of the past
this is my ****** life
in which won't last

the end will come tonight
ill be leaving this earth
ill soon be leaving your site
this is my ****** life
it'll be over soon

life will soon be a dream
whether i like it or not
i hold in my a gun
in which only has one shot.

the thought makes me cry
i cant stand anymore for tonight i shall die
and tomorrow will be no more.

so i'm saying goodbye
please don't cry for me
all that i ask
is for you to write my eulogy.
its getting harder to breath
all i can see is darkness
please forgive me!!!