i feel like
some *******
sad ***** bella swan
hearing your voice
somewhere between
alone and together
where i keep
my other selves:

lacking luster
so empty
alone girl
seeing visions
in a bad book
where the
world is
made for
her

except i'm
smart enough
to know i
was already
this way
before you
came around.

don't call me lost
when i've already
found myself
empty

don't *******
tell me
this is
healthy