i won't survive you

your touch sets me on fire
your laugh raises my sun
your voice is the clear bell tone that dispels the dark clouds that hover round my head
you dry my tears and speak to my soul and impart your wisdom
and, even if it's just for a second, you feel like home

but i lack the courage to tell you how i  feel
to explain that you have my unconditional love and understanding
that you have my love and are
the dearest to my heart
and i need you in my life
and i want you by my side

so i don't think i'll survive you
and i fear that this might be
a heartbreak
that i can't fake my way through