i know you aren't mine to miss anymore but i haven't been able to stop thinking about you since i woke up this morning 2. my mother always said that the past should stay dead but you're the only thing that's keeping me alive and even in the face of death..i can't stop smiling 3. I told my father that my dead memories love me more at night so he knows that when i get drunk..i'm just trying to cope with the silence 4. the sunset is the prettiest thing i see everyday and the moon makes nighttime a little less violent...you are both to me. beauty and madness. 5. you act like i have gold buried beneath my ribcage and I'm foolish enough to let you dig up the dirt because nothing could hurt more than knowing you'd probably rather be planting kisses on her neck 6. usually i get drunk and say things that i end up regretting in the morning but with you i wake up and the only thing i regret is not being able to be drunk falling asleep in your arms 7. i managed to leave my bed for at least 26 hours and i was lucky enough to see parts of this country i really never thought I'd see and in that time all i could think about was when i'd be lucky enough to show up where you are and tell you all the places i want to see with you 8. some of this feels forced and incomplete, you know? like we're try to make up for lost time..but I don't give a **** because i just want you back. 9. loving you was the only thing i can honestly say i've been really good at, what does she have that i don't? 10. i want you to know that i'll be here. through the wind and the rain..while you wipe her tears and ease her pain. 11. will i ever be enough for you again? 12. if i have to keep loving you from afar, I just wanna know...are you ever coming home?