I Don't Miss You
I promise
But the memories
They creep up on me
Invade my dreams
Every time
I look to the sky
I think of you
And me
All that was
All the possibilities
The ones you took away
The ones I too sabotaged
I can't forget it though
Images of our lips colliding
Or me wrapped  in your arms
They stick with me
Make me wince
Make me ache
And I know I don't love you
And I know I don't miss you
But the first love hurts the most
When it ends in complete disaster.