In a well orchestrated reality, how am i supposed to have the right mentality? The end for me seems to be near. And how i got here is becoming clear. Who am i now that i don't wish for anyone to be near? I guess i'll always be fragile. If only i could learn to be a little more agile. But now i'm stuck in this sequence. It seems that everything is becoming my weakness. Maybe i need someone to keep in my heart. I guess i lied because i know love has always been the only thing keeping me from falling apart. But everyone seems to be turning into shadows of faces i once knew. Who knew my life would turn into such a disappointing hue? What to do now? I really don't have a clue. I guess i'll try to hold back the negativity as i try out these new shoes.