Dear my best friend and one of my worst enemies
For all the good you did, you did a lot more damage.
The scars upon my body will heal
But the ones in my mind are still raw
And forever will be
Dear the one who held me,
But held me under darkness
Because of you I hid from the past under blood and bruises
Never really facing what was going on
You held Me in a choke hold
And told me I was special
Dear self harm,
I will not let you engulf me any longer.