Tear after tear showered down from her eyes Wishing at that moment she could've flied Words ran through the air attacking her People of all ages laughed at her
Sometimes the world gets so unbearable Trying to survive, trying to be lovable If you try to be yourself you get rejected You have to be another person to be accepted Fake a smile, fake a life, live a lie People will love you, will cherish your every smile Being true means you're weak Being you means you're a freak
She laid down on the ground crying Alone in this world she was sighing People walked past her ignoring her tears Laughed at her, forgetting the she feels Not because she's different she's not human She's just a person trying to be a true one She was living her life according to what she given Knowing that in the end she had to give in
People are all clones of each other They all look alike it makes you wonder Where are all the true people gone? Is shallowness and materialism a must now? Her image was not accepted in the society She had to give in and lose wieght quickly She couldn't bear the suffery she was going through She wanted to be happy, wanted something new
At the beggining she cut down her food She appauled dinner, everything was good She lost a little weight after days But that wasnt enough because nothing had changed She cut down her food a little bit more Sacrifices had to be made so she'll be adored Everyday she'd way harself on the scale Then she'd say "it's not enough, i look like a whale" Everyone noticed how thin she was getting But she didnt believe, she said they were lying The pain inside was still living Like a tree it was still growing Made her believe that she was fat And no matter what she'll always be like she always had To become thinner she considered food her enemy She stopped eating and considered exiercise her remedy She became thinner and thinner everyday Hoping that the sun will shine on her someday Days, months and years passed away In the hospital she lies today The doctor says there's a big chance she's dying The little pupils in her eyes go drowning Everything went wrong when she went further When all she wanted was to live happier Unfortunately, happiness didnt make it's way through Because the tree of pain had already grew It's covered her sight with it's shadow She couldnt see the sunshine even if she tried to
People around her were still the same And deep inside still lived the pain Nothing could've changed her view of happiness Unless she decided to erase the loneliness Now her life is ending and for ever more She's lost everything, she's lost it all....