these days, i feel like i'm drowning. stressed. tired to even do anything... feeling out of control. like nothing ever goes right. feeling distant from God, from everyone, actually...
i know i can come to God as i am, but i feel too messed to approach Him or pray. i'll be honest, i haven't genuinely prayed in a long time. i've been setting my mind on earthly things, rather than of God. i know no matter how messed up i am, God embraces me. i need His embrace. i need His peace. i need His comfort. God, i need You, more than ever. i'm tired, desperate, lonely, afraid, anxious, worried... give me more of You. You're all that i need.