In the cool early hours of a Thursday in September I find my way into Big Sky for a couple of doughnuts and a cup.
Just next door is the Goodwill employment offices.
There they find sheltered employment for adults and youth with developmental challenges.
As I park, hoisting myself from the driver’s seat; I notice her trying the locked door to those offices.
Thinking nothing of it, I continue into the coffee shop and begin breakfast.
Soon, she is shadowing the Big Sky entryway, eyes as big as hubcaps.
Dressed as modestly as possible in her bright green hoodie and ankle-length denim skirt, she stares at us all.
Her eyes are wide with nervousness and a searching, a yearning for faces known and familiar, safety. Settling for the security of the donut-shop’s doorway and the sunbeam therein, she hovers still.
Her eyes come to rest upon me.
Having been in similar situations for what is too-quickly becoming a half-century, I recognize what this girl’s thoughts must’ve turned to.
“There’s someone like me.” “He’s different, and thusly the same. He’s safe here. I will be as well.”
With her owl-eyes she looks me up and down, focused on my outward-turned right foot and the crutches leaning on the chair opposite mine.
I smile.
So does she.
I wink.
When this happens, her face flushes to the color of roses and her large eyes sparkle like emeralds.
The doorway continues to serve as her haven from the unfamiliar, but she’s relaxed a little.
Full of pastry, coffee, and the desire to finish the task, I make my way outside.
Rising from my seat, gathering my crutches, I step toward the young lady seeking solace in the sunbeams. Leaning in, I cannot help but notice that she is quivering with apprehension.
I say quietly:
“You have really pretty eyes.”
Her unease dissipates immediately.
Her spectacular emerald eyes relax and she smiles with her whole self and says: