I'm hurting for what if
I'm hurting for what was
I'm doing things I know
It's not gonna help this time
Is it time to call it quits
Is it time to end this pain
I ask you this one last time
Is there any hope for us?

Was I really ever the one
Who stole your breath away
If I ever was that one
Why do you regret it now

I am I was I will
Be the one you ask me to
Will I ever be the one
You ever wish me to

Did you ever really love me
Was I just a wishful thinking
Did you ever hope one day
I could be the one you wish for

Darkness takes over you
I'm the first you push aside
You will realise one day
I was always where you are
I never gave up on you
But given on my hopes instead
As you made it very clear
I shouldn't hope I shouldn't wait

**** you and the way you made me
Feel like a queen feel like winning
**** you to hell and back
To drop me back
Down to my knees

I thought I had it right
When I had you holding my hand
I thought I got it right
When I trusted you with my heart
Beaten broken left on its own
I will struggle
I will get on
I hope that one day
You will see me
See that I tried
See that I failed
I hope that one day
You will understand
It was all of me
Not nearly enough of you
To look after the heart I gave you
To hold the love I had for you
I hope that one day
You will understand
I would have given all that I am
If you only gave
Your love for me.