So many sides to me, so much to see. I'm strong, I'm weak, I'm shy, I'm brash. A different me for every day. I know how to save a life, while I desperately want to take my own. I juggle my options daily So far I've not found Peace....
She's an elusive mistress who's shadow resides in a bottle.
He calls to me daily and politely I answer. Oblivion follows, the many 'mes' sleep.
Waking (another curse) I have to face my many sides, who will it be today? Who's shaking hand will answer Oblivion's call tonight?