Rocking myself Back and forth Back and forth Rocking myself better Feeding myself love Tryna self medicate My close people look puzzled What cause this severe reaction of depression Truth i fell inlove Completely Unplanned For 2nd time in my life I have someone i cant be without I fear your loss Leaving me dead The fear cripples me Poisons me slowly Help i think but dont speak How to handle How to get better How to rebuild stronger