I always check if the door is locked. Just how lonely have I become to think that the sight of a passerby is a threat to tear up my skin and reveal what it is to be human? To feel and to be hurt and to invite feeling again To give another person the key so consciously To allow them to throw it away To let them see the heart that pumps all that I am. I always want to make sense of it all; something tells me I only have to feel them.