I Hove you I always want you to know

You are fire
My open wound  but can I forgive you?
In days I needed you the most you turn
In Days I thought you'd never listen you yelled
So I lied and I left lies in your eyes
I suffer for in vain
I suffer for now I pay
For all the depression and all the anger
Day where he would storm flood lands
turn pastures into barren lands
inconveniences into a storm
you did save us when you could and I'm proud of you
but my heart and my tears can't seem to forgive you
I'm sorry I'm not as perfect as I use to be or as strong as my sister's
But I will lie and make my little notes and pull hints when you yelled and blew once again

I love you
Even when we're down.
but can I forgive?